apr 26

Just morning at 7:20 I have 2 pks of instant oatmeal and at 10 I will be eating the orange unless I change my mind. What's on my mind how sexy benjamin bratt looks in la mission. Man thats crazy. The girl talk last night was fun but it got me thinking is aaarrraaah can get a guy then what the hell is wrong with me and keesh. Seriously when hobit and Im not trying to be mean this is how I remember these people what they remind me of. When hobit can get a guy and pearl can get a guy what are they doing that we aren't? Like seriously, oh well I guess it just isn't our time. I seriously think I am going to end up with a black guy but keesh is going to end up with a mexican or white guy lmao that would be funny. If I don't end up with a black guy either way its okay as long as I am happy it doesn't matter. Okay today was hectic I overslept and didn't wake up until 11:30 so I ate the orange then. And I wouldn't need to eat  until 1:30 thats lunch so I ate cc wafers and rice krispie treat. Then I was suppose to snack again at 3:30 but I didn't have any food on me so I had to wait until the end of class at 4. Now I going to dinner at 5 man I'm so hungry at 4 I ate f.a debbie and a rice krispie treat and I'm really contemplating going to get another one lol. Man I'm hungry. Okay i ate that third rice krispie treat lol I couldn't help it but for dinner I ate burger and fries. at 5 so around 7 and 8 I will have another snack and then that will be it for today. I have no classes tomorrow so I have no idea what I am going to do. But I am getting a little sleepy so I don't know I might go to sleep and get up at 7-8 to eat. until then....So I ended up going to my room and dancing for a hour at 7:30 I ate a f.a. debbie then I went to sleep until 10:30 and I just woke up and starting watching t.v. Have no classes tomorrow so I'm going to find something to do tomorrow. Finals are next week and I can't wait to go to chicago this summer. But first things first I have to pay my phone bill. Life is pretty good right now I keep having these weird dreams lets just say that a certain person I can't stand walks up to me in my dream of course and ask me when are we going on our cruise. And this girl who is gay I saw her kissing her roommate in my dream of course. Wonder what does that means? Anywayz I saw Ray today and I still attempting to lose weight lol the funny thing is that even though I fell a little off the wagon by eating the burger and fries I didn't miss it. I immediately wanted to go back to the salad witht the honey mustard dressing and other healthy food. Guess it was pass due time for a change. But that sums it up for today can't wait for tomorrow might go to the mall and get lost lol. Maybe. jusqu'a la fois suivante.